So recently, I've been extraordinarily happy. There is just this situation, I guess you could call it, that has taken a turn for the best recently. Or what seems to be the best. I am smiling and happy. I am anticipating new 'developments' in the 'situation.' Feelings can be a crazy thing. I don't want people to think that it is just 'rebound' feelings that I'm experiencing. Because its not. The interest has been there honestly for a year, just never any hope for potential because I was already involved in something else as was the other side of it. But then things opened up. And it seems like no hope for potential has turned into 'God, I hope something great comes out of this, because I sure as hell feel it.' But, even if nothing comes out of this, I won't beat myself up over it. I am trying this new thing and its called 'not getting my hopes up.' As hard as it is.
I'm going to keep my head up. And ride this wave of happiness for as long as I can. Everything seems to be going in my favor so far, let's keep that up. Even if I don't get what I want, it could still be worse, right? In the meantime, I'll keep smiling with my lop-sided dimples. :)
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